| Xanga.
...again, lol.
I just can't stay away. 
I really needed a place to get out all the thoughts in my head, and start over again.
http://www.xanga.com/riaandalex
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| ...that you're happy.
today was inauguration day, I received an honorable mention for a scholarship, got $100, my store is up and running, and my blog is doing well.
life is...great.
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| I'm starting...to like my smile. Braces come off in two weeks!
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| just some current thoughts:
1. It's been almost half a year, and I shirk at the thought of you, of us. There was nothing appealing about you whatsoever, and you really just wasted both of our lives and time. I guess if nothing else, you were a learning experience - a mistake I won't make again. I dreamt I saw you the other night - I burst out into laughter and then wanted to puke a little. Hm, why did I feel so happy with you at first? Why did I have to break another guy's heart, for your sake? I was a stupid girl for crying over you. What's done is done.
2. Calculus mid term tomorrow...I need an 80% or higher to have an A for the semester, but I can get a 0 and not even show up and still get a B - the fuck?
3. My room is a mess. I need to sort my clothes.
4. sdjasdjasdjadljladjlksjdklsadjd. So many scholarship deadlines are coming up, shit.
5. When will I hear from USC?
6. I saw him today up close for the first time in quite some time. Who is he? I heard he's become a different guy, someone who doesn't care about anything anymore, just a face in the crowd.
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